Are Artists high maintenance submissives?

I work with people. I carry a keychain that states bluntly…Do I look like a people person? but in measured doses I am social. I have a creative temperament..what does that look like you ask? Hmmm, I pause and look over my study. Items in random order.. a collection of hats from a previous lover..strewn.. half finished canvases propped against walls.. Bangles for my wrists, several pairs of reading glasses most broke.. A beloved patchwork quilt from my gran.. My torn favorite yellow rain coat..O it makes me happi/ from a thrift shop on saltspring island..size xtra large, but hey, I had to have YELLOW… My knapsack.. have knapsack will fly.. a hardcover on the history of aviation of all things, A few dogeared worn thin books that amazingly have survived my gypsy ways and stayed with me over the years.. A 3 and a half by 3 and a half solid birch mirror that I made with my own hands and everywhere, everywhere, the color ORANGE. I have never quite mastered the material world. I could not find a straight angle if my life depended on it. Those of you looking for a slave to provide domestic service, do not even slow down for the yellow light. I work with people in distress, but CRAVE to move more fully into the arts. At 45, I am asking myself..where truly is my joy to be found..in all areas of my life. It is an exciting time. I have asked myself..as a potential partner in D/s ..who am I? Am I hi maintenance? I do enjoy the spotlight. I’m drawn to the art of performance …in all things I will understand your need for solitude as I expect you to understand mine.. I need you to “see” me I want you to ground me. I do wish to be gifted with pretty things.. If there is travel involved, YOU will be paying for the first trip..I am not sexist.. however I have learned over the years that quite simply..this tends to be fortuitous for both. I offer you my intensity/laughter/ bent vision/innocence/curiousity writ large and a joie de vivre that won’t die. I am a small storm. I know we will find one another.